Seeing You Not Seeing Me by EVisionExpression, literature
Literature
Seeing You Not Seeing Me
Seeing You Not Seeing Me
Buying this item
I wish was real.
To see your still position
Wondering what thought was still
In your head as you look at me.
Happy to see you each
Morning I wake
Only to leave you there
In your still thought
The expression you have
Seems strong but vulnerable,
Confident but shy
So many contrasting differences
Humorously confusing me
I wish I was there
You take my hand
You help me crawl through
The poster and be with you
An inevitable impossibility
Because I see you,
You can't see me.
You're facing me now,
But all you see is a lense,
All I see is you.
Aileen D- 14/8/2005
Wreathes Of Romance by EVisionExpression, literature
Literature
Wreathes Of Romance
The cliched "I'm lost" tricks
If only you knew the whole story
My heart was almost done
This picture, to you, is a lot less gory
But you and your friends; pricks
You noticed me and my heart
My eyes could probably burn your hair
You took this as your cue to shun
Still it all came back to this, "Life just isn't fair"
But my heart would not quit, never part
Now, I do not draw the beats
And for a while I couldn't take you looking at her
Because what you have is all love and fun
I don't feel like drowning in the tears you helped pour
This one way romance is dead, give me wreathes
Aileen D-25/10/2006
Unbreakable Glass Houses by EVisionExpression, literature
Literature
Unbreakable Glass Houses
The brave laugh of boys
Throwing away their coolness.
Each stone inflicting pain on
Me and my seething friend;
We piss and moan,
Curse and bitch, but they
Just loose it all together.
They lost it all today.
I have no respect for fools like you.
Imposing malicious spouts
Fused with your powerful forearms.
We'll take your rocks and make
Chokers of gems and glittery diamonds.
We're better than you, you and your pack!
Aileen D- 19/10/2006
Taken Heart
Step back in black and white.
Oh but there's colours and conflict...
However, you remained the same,
Still in my heart, just like that old photo.
With that flash personified-
You grabbed my heart with distaste...
Oh how I adored, I loved you, you know,
It didn't matter, nor did I.
Back then, so naive, having no idea
My hearts desire would befriend my minds
Conflict, my saddest collection of tears,
The cries I longed you'd hear.
Now time's almost up, we're moving on,
Separating our ties and I will die.
Just like I did that day I spoke to you
And became this strong, weak, stupid, wise,
Lonely but still loving girl.
Who Says Ignorance Is Bliss? by EVisionExpression, literature
Literature
Who Says Ignorance Is Bliss?
How many days like this can I take?
Will my heart beat
One final time...
Or just fade away forgotten?
How many times must I feel like this?
Where my mind is driven
To the bottom...
And my smile non-existent?
How many slow songs must I listen to
To make my emotions valid enough
Before I curl up
Into a mess and cry?
How many hyped up years will pass,
With loving gazes at your disposal...
Until you see what
Was right here-
A broken heart you ignored.
Aileen D
10/05/2006
Delusions Of Persecution by EVisionExpression, literature
Literature
Delusions Of Persecution
Delusions Of Persecution
She liked the letters you gave her.
Forming her own words, she revels
In the work she sees before her;
The power of her voice, that smile.
Seeping in and holding hands with her prey.
Vulnerability shines on her radar-
She watches as he walks away, silently
Thanking him with every step he takes.
Without realizing, she, the dupe, is sinking.
This victim is cashing up her mind-
Paying the cashier; what a bargain!
With that glimmer of success, she strikes on susceptibility.
Dirtying innocent, clear thoughts with
Malice and image debates, now she's
Waiting for her gold, wait for it...
That tear she drinks,
Who Says Ignorance Is Bliss? by EVisionExpression, literature
Literature
Who Says Ignorance Is Bliss?
How many days like this can I take?
Will my heart beat
One final time...
Or just fade away forgotten?
How many times must I feel like this?
Where my mind is driven
To the bottom...
And my smile non-existent?
How many slow songs must I listen to
To make my emotions valid enough
Before I curl up
Into a mess and cry?
How many hyped up years will pass,
With loving gazes at your disposal...
Until you see what
Was right here-
A broken heart you ignored.
Aileen D
10/05/2006
Taken Heart
Step back in black and white.
Oh but there's colours and conflict...
However, you remained the same,
Still in my heart, just like that old photo.
With that flash personified-
You grabbed my heart with distaste...
Oh how I adored, I loved you, you know,
It didn't matter, nor did I.
Back then, so naive, having no idea
My hearts desire would befriend my minds
Conflict, my saddest collection of tears,
The cries I longed you'd hear.
Now time's almost up, we're moving on,
Separating our ties and I will die.
Just like I did that day I spoke to you
And became this strong, weak, stupid, wise,
Lonely but still loving girl.
Last night was one of those nights I truly adore. I starting writing at 2am up until 7am. With a few slight breaks in between.
So I didn't write that much but it's a lot for me because I'm basically new at this.
I sort of lost myself in the moments of writing. It's weird and wonderful because I actually forgot about everything in my life for that long.
Developing the characters and how they think, I thought that would be hard but it really isn't actually. I just think of how I'd react and I'm basically loving it right now.
One of the downsides to all of this is I can't really continue it until I finish my fucking history assignment-whic
Right I'm Aileen. *a nice how-do gesture*
I'm basically here to showcase what I think I can bring to the world..which is honest, heartfelt good poetry. In time I hope to be great.
Until then I suppose I should mention that I don't mix different cyber societies together. I will not add you on myspace or bebo because for the one simple fact is I like divisions.
Basically Myspace and bebo are collectively the coolest places to talk on but this is a place to show what I can do. I may add you [if you can add here] on to my friends list [if there is a friends list?] and talk to you but don't expect some sort of great friendship blossoming.
I do
Hey
For whatever reason I missed your comment on my profile page until now, which is weird, so I'm just saying hey back. And yea I tend to keep the same ID everywhere on the internet, just so I don't forget stuff hehe.